I’m having trouble sleeping, I really am.

I lay in bed at 10:00pm but I end up falling asleep around 4:00 am.

And always waking up at 11:00am

I am glad I got this consistency but my desire is to wake up at 4:00am, not fall asleep then.

What should I do?

I began taking melatonin two days ago to combat this, but it just makes me tired, not sleepy

(There is a huge difference between tired and sleepy).

I also end up feeling drowsy for most of the afternoon the next day.

So I am cutting off melatonin starting tonight, why try to ride a bike when the wheels are shaped like squares; I need to try something else.

So, let’s attack this differently, with a different approach; an approach that directs my attention towards a solution from the inside, instead of an outside source.


Where Did this Began

(hold up, I am getting coffee)

*gets up to get coffee (I am currently sitting at the second floor of my University’s Library, starbucks is down stairs)*

*stops half way down the stairs, realizing that I don’t have any money in bank account (thus the next best thing is filling up my bottle of water). I proceed to sit outside (it may rain, and it’s really humid ( but who cares, I love being outside)

(I’m gonna check my email)

*finds a nice, comfortable chair to lay on perpendicularly to the way it’s supposed to sat on.*

It’s Chloe (BTW, Chloe is an Alias I use for introducing any female that may be affected by this post, this Chloe is my ex), it’s fucking her.

Well, not entirely, it may be he fact that I am restarting my educational ambition for the 3rd time (not in a sense that I’m starting from the beginning, in the sense that I dropped out twice already, but now entering my 3rd attempt (tour, if you will)).

I’ll end this post here.

I have complete confidence that 3rd time is the charm.

With Love and Sincerity,

Jose Michael Rubio

I am a future 7-time Oscar Winner, better known for my psycho-interpretation films, but I'll retire relatively young, only to continue writing screenplays in a small coastal village in Colombia. I'll allow Directors and Producers to film and produce my post-retirement stories after I pass away. In my will, the royalties will be given to the Mental Health Foundation, which will provide them with just enough money and resources to discover the cure for Alzheimer's. I'll continue winning Oscars after my death, but I will not know how many because it's past my time.

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