Here is a video that I created last night during my last fight with the source of the power of my inner demons; my ex looking through my phone (particularly the group chat of my closest friends, and scrolling through months of conversations then finding two topics:
- when I said I was seeking a threesome with her friends (jokingly, I had no intent or motive to do such a thing, nor did I genuinely believe I had the Gaul to do such an act if the opportunity did present itself) and
- when I disclosed her past in a jokingly, inappropriate manner, but with the intent of seeking advice on whether to continue to have a sexual relationship with an individual with such a traumatic history)
That was it. That was my last inner demon which gave birth to its brothers after that moment.
How did I come to such conclusion, even though I knew, full-heartedly, it all along, since the day she confronted me about my private group conversation on June 15th, 2018?
this Notebook: The Book of Caitlin.
That is all I choose to write at this moment.
With Love and Sincerity,
Jose Michael Rubio