Here is a video that I created last night during my last fight with the source of the power of my inner demons; my ex looking through my phone (particularly the group chat of my closest friends, and scrolling through months of conversations then finding two topics:

  • when I said I was seeking a threesome with her friends (jokingly, I had no intent or motive to do such a thing, nor did I genuinely believe I had the Gaul to do such an act if the opportunity did present itself) and
  • when I disclosed her past in a jokingly, inappropriate manner, but with the intent of seeking advice on whether to continue to have a sexual relationship with an individual with such a traumatic history)


That was it. That was my last inner demon which gave birth to its brothers after that moment.

How did I come to such conclusion, even though I knew, full-heartedly, it all along, since the day she confronted me about my private group conversation on June 15th, 2018?


this Notebook: The Book of Caitlin.

My Journal from December 23rd, 2017, to July 20th, 2018.

That is all I choose to write at this moment.

With Love and Sincerity,

Jose Michael Rubio

I am a future 7-time Oscar Winner, better known for my psycho-interpretation films, but I'll retire relatively young, only to continue writing screenplays in a small coastal village in Colombia. I'll allow Directors and Producers to film and produce my post-retirement stories after I pass away. In my will, the royalties will be given to the Mental Health Foundation, which will provide them with just enough money and resources to discover the cure for Alzheimer's. I'll continue winning Oscars after my death, but I will not know how many because it's past my time.

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