An Insane Situation between Two Contrasting Individuals, An Unblog

Alright, so here I am
with my feet in the bathtub

staring at the flame of a candle.

Last year, 2018, I was dating this girl. Her name is Chloe.

I don’t know if I would call it a relationship; it should be called an insane situation between two contrasting individuals.

We unofficially began our insanity around February of 2018. She was rushing my co-ed fratnerity.

She is short, perfectly plumped Latina with this


that sparks red hot only at the present moment;

there is no future or past with her; no depression or anxiety — just a string of complete chaos.

That intrigued me, but not enough to chase her; I was busy pursuing my far-sighted aspirations which rendered the present moment as a means to a great end; I was willing to sacrifice the now for a better and planned future.

And that’s what intrigued her about me.

So I think.

I’ll end here for now.

With love and sincerity,

José Michael Rubio

(originally written in December 22nd, 2019 but it was never released; an “unblog”)

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