You know what it feels like:

in a tornado of thoughts, mix emotions, battling with guilt in an unknown yet very familiar sea of the clearest, darkest ocean.

Would I call it anxiety? No, it’s doubt, but is it?

It’s everything at once; in a single moment in eternity.

An uncomfortable silence interrupted by an abrupt, expected sound.

Hesitation quicker than thought and action.

A search for calmness. A long search. An abandoned search. A forgotten search. A remembered search. A…

A retraction of the hand;

I’m in pain;

pain.

With love and sincerity,

Jose Michael Rubio

I am a future 7-time Oscar Winner, better known for my psycho-interpretation films, but I'll retire relatively young, only to continue writing screenplays in a small coastal village in Colombia. I'll allow Directors and Producers to film and produce my post-retirement stories after I pass away. In my will, the royalties will be given to the Mental Health Foundation, which will provide them with just enough money and resources to discover the cure for Alzheimer's. I'll continue winning Oscars after my death, but I will not know how many because it's past my time.

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