The Alarm after the Last, Blog


I woke up around 3:00 am with this directionless fervor for action, amid an unfound euphoria. It happened twice, second according to the moment I fell back to sleep around 3:30 am.

These times are specific; they were two separate inwardly stated alarms, both for the same reason (though one was said out loud to my Google Home), same purpose, same task, same goal, same.

Yet, they were two different alarms, but the same. It’s different than setting two alarms, which are checkpoints towards the real alarm before the last [alarm].

These two were both the one before the last.

Where am I going with this?

I need self- direction, one inward mission, rather than two that use the same resources, time, and effort.

I’ll end here with conviction.

With love and sincerity,

José Michael Rubio

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