Positive Thoughts of the Morning: this week, I integrated my two selves: you see, my perception of myself was split into pre-hospitalization Jose, the “Ultimate” version (intact, perfect, everything I wanted to be (so I thought)), and the post-hospitalization Jose, the “Downgrade” version (divided, flawed, everything I ever despised (again, so I thought)). One ofContinue reading “Thoughts of the Morning- March 19th, 2022 | Two Selves United”
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Being Raised Catholic and It's Subconscious Ramifications Regarding Self Forgiveness and Destruction, Informal Introduction
Hello, Jesus Chirst, I must say, being raised catholic sucks lol, in group therapy I found out that the source of my self-destruction was due to my Catholic upbringing (among other things..) SO basically, I (super?) subconsciously believed that in order to forgive myself, I must suffer to the same level as the sin, howContinue reading “Being Raised Catholic and It's Subconscious Ramifications Regarding Self Forgiveness and Destruction, Informal Introduction”
Being Raised Catholic and It’s Subconscious Ramifications Regarding Self Forgiveness and Destruction, Informal Introduction
Hello, Jesus Chirst, I must say, being raised catholic sucks lol, in group therapy I found out that the source of my self-destruction was due to my Catholic upbringing (among other things..) SO basically, I (super?) subconsciously believed that in order to forgive myself, I must suffer to the same level as the sin, howContinue reading “Being Raised Catholic and It’s Subconscious Ramifications Regarding Self Forgiveness and Destruction, Informal Introduction”